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In the Realm of Her Heart

A guest sermon offers a postscript for Beautiful Wounds, and a eulogy for a remarkable woman.

Unitarian Universalist Church of Spokane, Sunday, December 18, 2022

The last time I was here, five years ago, it was to talk about Tell, the 2017 book I’d written with and about Margaret Witt and her wife Laurie. I’ve often described Tell as a great love story masquerading as a legal thriller—the thrill being Major Witt’s historic and successful legal challenge to “Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell,” the U.S. military policy that expelled tens of thousands of service members simply because they admitted or were outed for being gay. But the essence of Tell—to which Court Judge Ronald Leighton spoke when he rendered his order that Major Witt be reinstated—was love. Not just the love between Margie and Laurie, but the love and respect Margie had earned from her peers in her medivac unit and within the family circles of her life, most notably Margie’s parents who underwent a deeply moving transformation not just to accept their daughter’s sexual identity, but to become her most ardent advocates.

While I was writing Tell, and even while standing here five years ago, I was living what became my new book— Beautiful Wounds. I remember the dinner at a bistro on the South Hill where Connie and I told Margie and Laurie we were getting divorced. They both thought we were pulling their legs.

Beautiful Wounds is a book about deep heartache coupled with a sojourn into memory and a landscape known  as the “channeled scablands.” As was my mother and older sister, I was born in the scablands and retreated there to try to regain my footing, to try to repair my broken spirits. Not just in the wake of divorce but in the wake of a long wave of heartache, the loss of two close friends to cancer, and ultimately the death of my parents in 2017 and 2019.

For much of my adult life I often thought about how I could possibly eulogize my mother, Joan–pronounced Jo-Ann–when she passed.

She had such a positive and caring spirit, despite being badly crippled in her mid-twenties by rheumatoid arthritis. I have a picture of her when she was in her early twenties, bending a knee as she climbed out of a pool.

But I never remember seeing her bend either one of her knees, because by the time my memory kicked in she couldn’t. And never once did I hear her complain.

I did get to eulogize my father, but not Joan, not my mother. This mostly had to do with the arrival of Covid and the understandable fear the gathering would spread the infection. So, I’m all the more pleased to be here today, to introduce you to my mother and offer a glimpse into a journey of love that went hand-in-hand with a journey of sorrow.

I’ll come back to this in a few minutes.

But first I’d like to read a bit from Beautiful Wounds, from the final Chapter called “Grand Chasms.”

Joan Connor, 1933-2019

By January 2017, just as Tell was in final editing, it became clear my parents needed round-the-clock care giving and assistance. So for sixty hours a week I became one of three caregivers; sleeping most nights on a couch next to Joan. Later that year, she was traumatized during what amounted to an experiment with an occupational therapist who was trying to find a better, safer way to bathe her. I’ll spare you the details, but the upshot is that I became her bather after that, and remained so for the remaining two years of her life.

There were physical challenges because her knees were locked by arthritis that even surgery couldn’t repair. But the main issue was trust. After the “experiment” she didn’t want to be bathed, and so three days a week I would hold her, joke with her, and sing to her, all to relax her enough so that I could give her a shower after sliding her on a bath bench into the tub space.

A few months before she passed, I made a recording of the two of us getting ready for bath time. I’ll apologize in advance for my voice, but not for hers…

Bath day with Joan, May 4th, 2019

My oldest friend is Willy Nowotny, one of my football buddies. We met in kindergarten and he still reminds me of the Christmas program in 1968, and how I was such a lousy singer that I didn’t make the cut to be in the choir with all the other kids. Instead, I was assigned to hand out programs, and after handing Joan her program I remember the beautifully kind smile she flashed me before passing through the doorway into the auditorium. I didn’t sing much at all after that. I got an F the next year in 7th grade music. For what it’s worth, I was also a shitty baseball player.

Joan in morning light

But here’s the thing.

 My mom loved music, she loved to sing, she was especially fond of musicals. The best way to rinse away the fear and anxiety caused by her advancing dementia was to sing to her and with her. So after 47 years of muting my singing voice (such as it is) I began to sing again, and sing a lot, and sing not because I loved to sing, but because I loved my mom.

I wrote about the scablands in Beautiful Wounds because that’s where I had to find myself, because I was broken. And, yes, the rugged earth story I walked into was somehow edifying and healing at once.

Part of the reason it was healing is that it reconnected me to Joan and her father, my grandfather Gil Hartman, who loved to sing, loved to dance, and would often take me into the mountains to fish and camp. They both taught me so much about love, and kindness, and the overwhelming importance of hope, and the resolve to find joy in our lives. Because that’s why we’re here. Not to party endlessly, but to find the blessings of joy, to bring comfort and justice to others, and to make our lives worth living, against the tides of our disappointments and setbacks, and the inevitable face-off with mortality.

Joan and her father, Gil, dancing in Pullman, circa 1950

I’d like to say more about how she did that, about how she made my life worth living again, but I can’t. I’ve done a dozen or so book events and each time I try to talk about Joan I turn into a human fountain of tears. I lose my voice in the process. I sound like a man who’s drowning, and that’s not what people come to book events to witness.

But I want you to know that I’m not drowning. I’m not drowning because as Joan was dying she re-built my heart.

 In her passing from this life she breathed new life into mine.

—tjc

Gracias Roberto

A note of thanks to a brave and wise Panamanian, 45 years overdue.

It is a sultry Sunday in early July and I am seated on a shady lanai on the Banana River just south of Cape Canaveral, the guest of one of my high school classmates. Across from me are Lionel and Mark, the spouses of two other of my Balboa High School classmates, class of ’75.

Three sips into a mango margarita—and well into a conversation about how a bunch of gringos wound up in Panama going to a high school that no longer exists—I share a story about a confrontation that changed my life. It happened 45 years ago. It goes like this:

Continue reading Gracias Roberto

My last question for trump voters

If your America is so great, again, why does Dr. Anthony Fauci need bodyguards?

Five years ago, as she chaired a nationally televised debate among Republican presidential primary candidates, Megyn Kelly, then of Fox News, pressed Donald Trump on his crassness toward women. Why, she began to ask, did he give himself permission to disparage women he didn’t like as “fat pigs, dogs, slobs, and disgusting animals.”

Trump seemed to blanch as Kelly’s question unfolded, but then held a finger out, to interrupt her. “Only Rosie O’Donnell,” he injected. His reply brought an outburst of laughter from a raucous and clearly delighted Republican audience. It was a winning moment, and Trump continued to ride the wave, the next day, by turning his attack upon Kelly, telling CNN: “You could see there was blood coming out of her eyes. Blood coming out of her whatever.”

The price Trump would pay for this and other outrages would soon become clear. There was no price.

He won the GOP nomination and then gathered just enough votes to become the nation’s 45th president. He also prevailed in a political culture war—not by winning American hearts and minds but by gaining a cult-like hold over Republican hearts and minds. If Trump understood anything better than his critics it was the blind allegiance of his supporters. “I could stand in the middle of 5th Avenue and shoot somebody and I wouldn’t lose voters,” he said at an Iowa campaign rally in early 2016.

Inasmuch as Trump’s appeal is visceral, not rational, it makes for a daunting communication challenge. How do you converse with folks who bluntly dismiss unwelcome facts as “fake news” while opening their doors for the dangerous lunacy of groups like the QAnon cluster that promotes the fantasy that Trump is secretly working to round up and execute a vast network of pedophile Democrats and show biz people who drink the blood of captive children? Practically speaking, it’s hard to fashion a conversation—let alone a single message—that might make a difference.

This is why my closing argument—on the eve of the most important U.S. election since our civil war—is not an argument. It’s a question.

To this strange and lethal drama there is an ominous echo of Henry II and Thomas Becket, the Archbishop of Canterbury who resisted the king’s efforts to consolidate power at the expense of the church. “Will no one rid me of the meddlesome priest?” Henry asked aloud on Christmas Day 1170. Four days later Becket was murdered by knights loyal to the king.

You don’t want to talk about George Floyd, or Black Lives Matter, because you don’t like the suggestion that there’s even such a thing as racism, let alone white privilege. You don’t want to talk about hundreds of immigrant children being put in cages and separated from their parents, because you think it’s ultimately their fault. You don’t need to justify voter disenfranchisement and dark money and partisan judges, because elections have consequences, and your side won. I get it.

So let’s talk about Dr. Fauci. Let’s talk about this American story, and see if it squares with your idea of what our country should aspire to be.

Anthony Fauci was born the day before Christmas in 1940, the son of a pharmacist in Brooklyn. As a kid he would ride his bike on evenings and weekends, delivering orders from his parents’ pharmacy. His grade school teachers were Dominican nuns. He studied pre-med at Holy Cross and graduated first in his class, from Cornell, in 1966. He has worked for the U.S. Public Health Service for a half century, specializing in infectious disease research. Since 1984 he has served as director of the National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases.

Fauci drew international attention in the 1980s for his research and leadership combating the HIV/AIDS epidemic. At the beginning he was a voice in a wilderness: his 1981 paper warning that the disease threatened widespread illness and death unless a viable medical treatment could be found was rejected by the New England Journal of Medicine because one of the reviewers thought it was alarmist.

As Michael Specter reports in a New Yorker profile published last spring—How Anthony Fauci Became America’s Doctor—the HIV/AIDS epidemic defined Fauci both as a brilliant researcher and an admittedly transformed physician and public health advocate. He went from becoming a promising researcher to a revered public servant.

“Americans have come to rely on Fauci’s authoritative presence,” Specter writes. “Perhaps not since the Vietnam era, when Walter Cronkite, the avuncular anchor of the ‘CBS Evening News,’ was routinely described as the most trusted man in America, has the country depended so completely on one person to deliver a daily dose of plain talk. In one national poll, [released in early April] seventy-eight per cent of participants approved of Fauci’s performance. Only seven per cent disapproved.”

Dr. Fauci would rather not have been vindicated. At least not like this. The path he advocated to control the epidemic in the U.S. was a road the president chose not to take. “Trump’s now back in charge,” his son-in-law and top advisor Jared Kushner told Bob Woodward in an April 18th recorded interview. “It’s not the doctors.”

Ultimately, the success of the public health service and epidemiologists like Dr. Fauci can be measured not just by how relatively few Americans die of communicable diseases, but the veritable elimination of deadly contagions like small pox, polio, yellow fever, malaria, cholera, and typhoid. In addition to his crucial work on HIV/AIDS, Dr. Fauci’s leadership is one of the reasons many Americans have either forgotten or never heard of infectious diseases like Zika, Ebola, swine flu and SARS. He is every bit an American icon as John Glenn or Michelle Obama.

As Specter reports in his article, the reverence for Dr. Fauci is genuine, longstanding widespread and bipartisan. Specter reminds us that in 1988, then-President George H.W. Bush, a Republican, told a national television audience that Dr. Fauci was one of his heroes.

Last winter it became increasingly clear that Dr. Fauci and Donald Trump are not on the same page when it comes to how serious the COVID-19 epidemic is and how the nation should respond it. After initially being present at the White House daily briefings on the pandemic, Dr. Fauci was gradually pushed aside, and eventually replaced altogether by a doctor, Scott Atlas, with no experience in infectious diseases nor epidemiology. He had, however, come to the President’s attention because he was a regular guest on Fox News.

The root of the conflict is the inevitable friction between Dr. Fauci and his reputation for candor, and a president notorious for not telling the truth. Trump kept assuring the American people that the virus would “just disappear” one day with the help of warmer weather and hydroxychloroquine, a malaria drug that Trump promoted and claimed to have taken months before he, himself, became infected. Inevitably, journalists and legislators began to ask Dr. Fauci whether he agreed with the president. He did not and—though not confronting Trump directly—he said so.

“People are tired of Fauci and all these idiots,” Trump said. “And yet we keep him. Every time he goes on television there’s always a bomb, but there’s a bigger bomb if you fire him. But he’s a disaster.”—Donald J. Trump, October 19, 2020, in a call with his campaign staff.

As this year has unfolded, the split between America’s doctor and its reality-suppressing president has gotten ever wider. In the absence of a Trump administration plan to control the spread of the infections, Dr. Fauci’s warnings about the epidemic entering an even deadlier phase as winter approaches are coming true. The New York Times reports, this morning (October 28) that the U.S. logged a record of new cases, half a million, last week. This news arrives just hours after the White House issued a press release taking credit for “ENDING THE COVID-19 PANDEMIC.”

Whereas Trump has mocked Joe Biden and even White House reporters for wearing masks, Dr. Fauci and the Centers for Disease Control have for months been urging people to socially distance and wear masks in public.

A new study by Vanderbilt University health scientists offers compelling evidence that Tennessee hospitals serving patients in areas without mask mandates are seeing a much higher number of COVID-19 hospitalizations than hospitals in areas where mask requirements are in place.

Dr. Fauci would rather not have been vindicated. At least not like this. The path he advocated to control the epidemic in the U.S. was a road the president chose not to take. “Trump’s now back in charge,” his son-in-law and top advisor Jared Kushner told Bob Woodward in an April 18th recorded interview. “It’s not the doctors.”

The consequences of Trump taking charge will likely be measured in hundreds of thousands of avoidable American deaths. As for those who think that the scale and death toll of the American COVID-19 plague was inevitable, consider that in South Korea COVID-19 deaths per million people is just under 9; for Japan its less than 14, for Canada less than 270, but for the United States—687.96, as of this week.

Aware of Dr. Fauci’s popularity, the president has tried for months to restrict his media appearances and avoid directly criticizing him. But he boiled over in an October 19th phone call with his campaign staff, fully aware that the call was being monitored by reporters.

“People are tired of Fauci and all these idiots,” Trump said. “And yet we keep him. Every time he goes on television there’s always a bomb, but there’s a bigger bomb if you fire him. But he’s a disaster.”

To this strange and lethal drama, there is an ominous echo of Henry II and Thomas Becket, the Archbishop of Canterbury who resisted the king’s efforts to consolidate power at the expense of the church. “Will no one rid me of the meddlesome priest?” Henry asked aloud on Christmas Day 1170. Four days later Becket was murdered by knights loyal to the king.

Trump may not have knights willing to murder for him. But he does have gun-toting supporters who flaunt their allegiance. Thirteen of them were arrested by the FBI on October 8th as they were plotting to kidnap and murder Michigan Governor Gretchen Whitmer. Governor Whitmer came under intense criticism for an executive order in April imposing gathering and travel restrictions to try to blunt the rise of COVID-19 infections in her state. President Trump encouraged protests against her, including an all-caps tweet to “LIBERATE MICHIGAN!”

I don’t know what the winning argument is for those who think it’s just fine for a president to foment rebellion (if not outright violence) against a legitimately elected governor.

My last question for Trump supporters is more elemental. Dr. Fauci is a medical and public health specialist, not a politician. He was born in the USA to a working family, first in his class, legendary work ethic, assiduously non-partisan, decades-long devotion to serving his country and humanity. If he were your son, or daughter, I want to believe you’d be proud of him and proud of the nation that elevated him to such an important position.

Yet, the president, your president, calls the good doctor an “idiot,” and Trump supporters threaten to hurt him, and his family, only because he is doing what we ask public health specialists to do—be honest with us and give us guidance based on the best available science.

“It’s not good,” Dr. Fauci told an interviewer in July. “I don’t see how society does that. It’s tough. Serious threats against me, against my family … my daughters, my wife — I mean, really? Is this the United States of America?”

This is not the American dream. It’s the American nightmare. And now that that you know what it involves, why would you vote to continue it?

–Tim Connor, 10/28/2020 (photo, Wikimedia Commons)

Prelude to a debacle

A ten-year-old essay foreshadowing the tragedy of the new American populism and its war on reality.

Editor’s note: People are often surprised by the answer I give when they ask where I went to high school. It’s Balboa High School. Not the one in San Francisco. But the one in Panama, near the Pacific entrance to the Panama Canal. For reasons I explained in this essay written in late 2010, growing up in Panama was like growing up in a museum. You couldn’t travel very far without noticing the bite of history and the human cost of folly. It’s not all of why I became a journalist, but it is a good part of it. In short, the truth matters, and bullshit is dangerous, and often quite deadly. When I wrote this piece, I was angry and frustrated and a little scared at what was headed our way. With the Trump presidency, and the continued escalation of a populist, political movement through the modern Republican Party to make war on journalism, and reality itself, I could add to the essay, and add quite a lot.

It just reads better if I don’t.—tjc

Stuck in Stupid

Democracy rests on the Jeffersonian premise that voters are willing to sort fact from fiction. Would that this were happening.


originally published November 30, 2010


By Tim Connor


I enjoyed a weirdly charmed life in the late 1960s. I lived on a tropical hillside with my parents, my younger brother, four sisters, and a couple large iguanas that feasted on hibiscus blossoms and poinsettia berries. Diablo Heights Elementary School was a two minute walk to the next hill, so close that my brother Tommy could reach it with tennis balls fired from his lighter fluid-fueled cannons. From the window in my room I could look out over the runways of Albrook Air Force base and, beyond that, the disorganized skyline of Panama City.


In 1969, when I started seventh grade, we (the Diablo kids) would ride a school bus around the perimeter of the Air Force base to a modernistic junior high school in Curundu. The new Curundu Junior High “cafetorium” was a huge geodesic dome that looked like a smaller version of the Tacoma Dome. Along that route, we would pass right by one of Panama’s largest shanty towns, “Little Hollywood,” which was separated from us by a tall chain-link fence, topped with barbed wire.


It was hard for twelve year olds to know what to make of “Little Hollywood,” but you couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like to live there, especially when the Curundu River flooded. You also couldn’t help but wonder what our big yellow school bus looked like from the other side of the fence.


What I took from it, at the time, is that I was lucky to have been born into a tribe of relatively well off people who really knew how to impose their will on the world around them. As the French learned so gruesomely in the 1880’s, nature in the mountains of Panama–with malarial clouds of mosquitos, torrents of rain, and unbelievably thick and deep muck virtually anywhere you disturb the ground–can eat you alive. That we succeeded where the French failed is, at the very least, a testimony to American creativity and ingenuity. Mostly, though, it’s a decent lesson on the importance of acute reality-based thinking and problem-solving. Not to overlook the importance of brawn, but Americans didn’t conquer the jungles of Panama with technological muscle so much as they did so with their brains.


I raise this to wonder, aloud, when Americans decided to lose their minds. Or, to put it another way, I don’t know of a time in history, let alone American history, where knowledge and expertise is so clearly out of favor. Our politics is increasingly defined by a movement in which scientists and others with the education and experience to address complex problems are scorned, even demonized, as elites. Never mind the obvious benefits we all derive from advanced technology. A central grudge in the populist wave washing up from the American heartland is that people who see complexity in the world around them are essentially a menace, that they simply can’t be trusted not to use their education to out-smart common folks into giving up their freedoms.

I raise this to wonder, aloud, when Americans decided to lose their minds.


By itself, this mix of fear and intellectual reductionism is a toxic combination.  But then you add to it the buckets of cash being poured into populist Republican/Tea Party campaigns by oil and banking interests (whose purpose—of course—is to avoid regulation and taxation) and it’s become what the French would call a force majeure. It does not bode well for us.


I’m ready to concede that my faith in reason is, at best, badly shaken. Still, I’d like to know: where’s the bottom to this lunacy? How far can we go as a viable society when we can’t have serious, reality-based debates about the biggest challenges we face?


The late Senator Daniel Patrick Moynihan articulated the basic rule of civic debate when he said that one is entitled to his own opinions, but not his own facts. This may still be axiomatic in some tighter circles of law, academics and business where lying and just making stuff up are still disqualifying. But this is a rule increasingly detached from our politics, mainly because those who poison the well with bad information are more likely to achieve their desired effects than to be held accountable.


To cite a recent example, the fierce opposition to health insurance reform was fertilized with blatant lies about what was actually in the legislation. It wasn’t just the whole cloth fiction of “death panels”—concocted to frighten seniors—but the fundamental and successful effort to cast reforms to private insurance coverage as a “government takeover” of health care. As ABC’s long-time chief medical correspondent Dr. Tim Johnson vehemently points out, the bills Congress debated, and the one the President ultimately signed, never came close to resembling a “government takeover” of health care. Rather, the reforms were based on ideas largely championed (in the past) by Republicans as alternatives to the “single-payer” reforms being proposed by Democrats.


President Obama said he favored a single-payer system (like the popular Medicare program for seniors) but meekly explained that the political reality is that it was off the table. And it was. His major concession to Republicans and conservative “Blue Dog” Democrats was to oppose single-payer and work for moderate reforms that left private insurance companies in control of the industry. Inasmuch as he outraged a good part of his base, Obama expected at least some Republican support for this compromise. He not only didn’t get it, but Republicans proceeded to red-bait the compromise as “socialized medicine.”


Incredibly, it worked. The misinformed populist backlash against the supposedly socialistic “Obamacare” health reforms was a main ingredient in the Tea Party-fueled, Republican resurgence this fall.


This is a good place to pause and make three honorable concessions to those who argue that the problem with mass stupidity has less to do with the ignorance of American voters than it does with how voters are being concertedly misled and manipulated. I agree that an amped-up and irresponsible media (not just right-wing media) has played into the hands of Republican demagogues. I agree that the Roberts Supreme Court in Citizens United has the opened flood gates for corporations to pump unlimited money into political campaigns. I also agree that there is a nihilistic shamelessness to the Boehner-McConnell brand of Republicanism, wherein every move, pronouncement and legislative obstruction is calculated to bringing down the Obama presidency so that the GOP can regain control of Congress and the White House.


And yet, the American experiment in democracy inevitably rests on the Jeffersonian premise that citizen/voters are ultimately willing and capable of using their own brains to sort it out.


Would that this were happening.


 A central grudge in the populist wave washing up from the American heartland is that people who see complexity in the world around them are essentially a menace, that they simply can’t be trusted not to use their education to out-smart common folks into giving up their freedoms.


One of my favorite headlines this year is on a lengthy piece written by Joe Keohane for the Boston Globe last summer: “How Facts Backfire, Researchers discover a surprising threat to democracy: our brains.”


Keohane’s piece goes beyond the frightening (but hardly new) findings by researchers about how badly misinformed American voters are about hugely important facts, i.e. the widespread belief that weapons of mass destruction had been found in Iraq when, in fact, they hadn’t. Digging deeper, he reports on recent research showing that when people are informed that they have their facts wrong, they only tend to further entrench themselves in their beliefs in order to avoid admitting that they’re wrong.


Keohane writes: “Most of us like to believe that our opinions have been formed over time by careful, rational consideration of facts and ideas, and that the decisions based on those opinions, therefore, have the ring of soundness and intelligence. In reality, we often base our opinions on our beliefs, which can have an uneasy relationship with facts. And rather than facts driving beliefs, our beliefs can dictate the facts we chose to accept. They can cause us to twist facts so they fit better with our preconceived notions. Worst of all, they can lead us to uncritically accept bad information just because it reinforces our beliefs. This reinforcement makes us more confident we’re right, and even less likely to listen to any new information. And then we vote.”


It’s one thing to read about how this phenomenon reveals itself in academic research. In the hands of a probing journalist, like Rolling Stone’s Matt Taibbi, the anecdotal evidence is darkly humorous, as in his account of angry, elderly Tea Party types in Kentucky driving their Medicare-subsidized scooters to rallies condemning socialized medicine. Where these examinations converge is in the way both Taibbi and Keohane describe the “cognitive shortcuts” (Keohane’s term) our brains use to by-pass the ordeal of actually doing our own fact-finding. Taibbi, as is his style, describes this phenomenon in terms that are bitingly profane, whereas the researchers quoted by Keohane draw more polite conclusions, e.g. “it’s hard to be optimistic about the effectiveness of fact-checking.”


But it amounts to the same thing. Among the Tea Party crowd, Taibbi sharply observes that people are much more inclined to respond to a communicator’s “emotional attitude” rather than syllogisms constructed with factual premises.


It’s certainly a fair point that the seductions of emotional/political body language work from either direction, and that this is hardly a new phenomenon. Still, it’s not the political left, or center, in the U.S. that’s declared a culture war on science and intellectuals. It’s the political right. Sarah Palin (who recently stressed the importance of “standing with our North Korean allies”) is the most visible leader of this movement and is a rock star among the Republican base. But the depth of the movement includes most of the Republican Party, as amplified by Fox News, Rush Limbaugh and the constellation of other right-wing broadcast personalities. What they’ve learned is that there is little downside to just making stuff up, especially if it strikes a visceral chord with an uninformed electorate. Once that happens, the fact checkers don’t matter. The bogus claim or allegation has what comedian Stephen Colbert jests is the gloss of “truthiness,” (a falsehood that polls well) and this is all that’s needed for the political pay-off.


Consider Frank Luntz, the Republican political consultant and pollster who also works for Fox News. Luntz has become famous for pulling out slogans from focus groups that will resonate with voters.


In a column last February, Newsweek’s Eleanor Clift recounted how Luntz mined the hot-button phrase “government takeover” from an angry woman at a focus group in St. Louis. Never mind that it was a bogus accusation. Luntz correctly saw that it would work and primed it for his Republican clients.


“Luntz’s poll-tested language lands like an IED in the public discourse, exploding any possibility of civil debate,” Clift wrote.


Skip ahead eight months after the Republicans had won back the House in an election that hinged, in large part, on punishing the Democrats who supported the health insurance reform bill.  Researchers found something interesting in exit polling. While a majority of voters said they favored repeal of the new law,  when they were asked about the specific provisions of the bill (you know, what was actually in the law, as opposed to the purposely deceptive “government takeover” branding) the numbers switched. In other words, once the angry voters  were told what was in the law, they actually supported its major provisions, even though they’d just voted against the people who helped pass the legislation.


What the health care debate reinforced is just how effective a lie can be if its jammed home with gusto. Another good example is global climate change. Recently, John Boehner (the man who will be the Speaker of the House of Representatives, come January) told ABC News that the idea carbon dioxide is harmful to the environment “is almost comical.” As the New Yorker’s Ryan Lizza points out, Boehner and his party are now alone among parties in the world’s major democracies in contesting, and even denying, the science on global warming.


“It’s really an amazing development,” Lizza said in a recent New Yorker podcast. He went on to point out that the solidifying Republican rejection of climate change science was primarily a response to President Obama declaring that fighting global warming would be one of his main policy objectives. In other words, if Obama and the Democrats saw global warming as a problem, the reflexive political imperative was not just to downplay the problem, but to cast the problem itself as a fraud cooked up by the world’s smarty-pants scientists. Thus, according to the National Journal’s Marc Ambinder,  the Republican approach to combating catastrophic climate change will be to haul scientists before investigating House subcommittees to question them about the “scientific fraud” of global warming.  Who needs pinhead scientists when you’ve got the balls-on-accurate swagger of common sense?


Our politics is increasingly defined by a movement in which scientists and others with the education and experience to address complex problems are scorned, even demonized, as elites.


Turning to a more tangible subject that clearly effects most voters, the economic crash of 2008 cost most American households dearly. But it is now discernible. The only difficulty is that it is just complicated enough that you have to focus a bit to understand it, to see how the slop and fraud in the sub-prime mortgage market became the blasting cap for the utterly corrupted, unregulated trading in collateralized debt obligations and credit default swaps. The resulting crash has had continuing devastating effects on American Main Streets while—thanks to government intervention—the financial sector was rescued and continues to flourish as if nothing much really happened.


The journalism on this debacle since 2008 convincingly crushes any notion that the financial markets are somehow inherently capable of regulating themselves. Even Alan Greenspan—the high priest of unfettered capitalism—candidly admitted to his “state of shock and disbelief” that lending institutions couldn’t be counted on to protect investor’s interests. You could take his word for it, or you can read one of the more vividly documented accounts such as Michael Lewis’s book, The Big Short. Either way, it’s no contest, the debate should be over and reforming the system should have been a bipartisan cake walk.


“I think compared to health care reform this is a breeze,” Lewis told Vanity Fair’s Graydon Carter last March when Carter asked Lewis if Obama’s team could bring the banking system “to heel” with serious reforms.


“There is no credible defender of the Wall Street status quo,” Lewis explained.


But, as we know now, the Wall Street reforms of 2010 were muted to the point that even the so-called Volcker Rule—which Obama (eventually) said he supported—was killed before the Wall Street Reform and Consumer Protection Act of 2010 was passed. Observed Matt Taibbi: “It was Congress at its most cowardly, deceptive best, with both parties teaming up to subject reform to death by a thousand paper cuts – with the worst cuts coming, literally, in the final moments before the bill’s passage.”


The irrational and surreal disconnect in our politics is now so pronounced that even the hollowed out Wall Street reform law has become a rallying point for Republican Congressional leaders who, rather than wanting to strengthen the law, actually want to repeal it.

That’s right. Despite all the evidence that unregulated trading in mortgage-based securities and derivatives became the E. coli for our economic dysentery, we’re now told that imposing new regulations on banks would make matters  much worse. It’s as though there’s no better solution to a food poisoning epidemic than to make sure the health department doesn’t get to inspect kitchens any more. Sure, it’s crazy. But it’s also ideologically pure in its sound-bite simplicity, and thus packs the punch of “emotional attitude”  that connects so powerfully with the Republican base and Tea Party movement. After all, what’s really the difference between a health department inspector, or a bank regulator, and a Nazi SS officer?


To take another large and complicated problem that government must solve, let’s pick up the unsustainable explosion in public debt. In 1992 and again in 1996, Texas businessman Ross Perot became a phenomenon primarily for his folksy warnings about runaway federal budget deficits that were threatening the nation’s long-term economic viability. At the time, the federal portion of the national debt was approximately $4 trillion. By 2008, in the wake of two wars and the Bush Administration’s tax cuts, it had surpassed $9 trillion. (The only downward dip in the escalating debt came near the end of the Clinton Administration, just before George W. Bush took office). In the too-worked-up-to-read-further wisdom of the Tea Party movement, the main cause of the federal deficits is runaway domestic spending, i.e. Congressional “earmarks” for pork barrel projects. But like so much of what this delusional movement subscribes to, it’s just flat wrong.


“This debt explosion,” David Stockman wrote last summer, “has resulted not from big spending by the Democrats, but instead the Republican Party’s embrace, about three decades ago, of the insidious doctrine that deficits don’t matter if they result from tax cuts.”


If Stockman’s name sounds familiar, it’s not because he’s a flaming liberal, funded by Glenn Beck’s bogeyman George Soros. Rather, he’s Ronald Reagan’s former director of the Office of Management and Budget (OMB). When Stockman wrote his New York Times op-ed piece last summer, Four Deformations of the Apocalypse, he opened with an attack not on Obama, but on Republican Senator Mitch McConnell. His problem with McConnell is that at a time when the nation’s total public debt is approaching $18 trillion, the Senate’s Minority Leader was still insisting that the Bush tax cuts for the wealthiest Americans be made permanent.


“If there were such a thing as Chapter 11 for politicians,” Stockman wrote, “the Republican push to extend the unaffordable Bush tax cuts would amount to a bankruptcy filing.”


The steam rising from Stockman’s column is mostly due to the Republican Party’s ideological contortions on behalf of the “prosperous classes” of Americans who were the prime beneficiaries of the tax cuts. In one breathtaking insight into the mind of the Republican leadership, Arizona Senator Jon Kyl, the Republican’s Minority Whip in the Senate, told Fox News’s Chris Wallace that when it comes to attacking the deficit it’s a mistake to think that tax cuts have to be counted the same way as expenditures. Wallace was simply trying to get Kyl to deal with the math. It didn’t quite take and even the Fox News interviewer looked and sounded as though Kyl had taken leave of his senses.


“This is much crazier than anything you hear from Democrats,” observed the Washington Post’s economic and domestic policy columnist Ezra Klein about the Wallace/Kyl interview. “Imagine if some Democrat — and a member of the Senate Democratic leadership, no less — said that as a matter of principle, spending should never be offset. He’d be laughed out of the room.”   But, of course, Kyl spoke with great gusto about what is, after all, the Republican position on federal tax and budget issues. So even though what he said would be financial suicide if it were applied, say, to a household budget, it still (I guess) has enough of the ring of truthiness to it to persuade American voters to cast their lot with Republicans.

Where’s the bottom to this lunacy? How far can we go as a viable society when we can’t have serious and reality-based debates about the biggest challenges we face? When is the day of reckoning? What will it look like?


I have a book on my nightstand by cognitive scientist George Lakoff that explains why appeals to reason so often fail in politics, and why the radical right has been winning the battle for the American brain.  He persuasively disputes my Jeffersonian world view that freedom and access to information is the great disinfectant and rudder for a successful democracy; that people empowered with access to facts will inexorably make the best choices. Lakoff says that the cultural narratives in which people locate themselves matter far more facts, and far more than appeals to reason. He says that the radical right gets that, and has managed to control the terms of American politics as a result.


Suffice to say, I take his point and am ready to concede that my faith in reason is, at best, badly shaken. And, still, I’d like to know: where’s the bottom to this lunacy? How far can we go as a viable society when we can’t have serious and reality-based debates about the biggest challenges we face? When is the day of reckoning? What will it look like?


When I went fishing with my childhood friends in Diablo, we often wandered down to a spot where we could see the Bridge of the Americas, near the Pacific entrance to the canal. Our fishing pier, if you could call it that, was a long rusted chunk of one of the old French ladder dredges that was abandoned just offshore of the Diablo Spinning Club. As such, it was part of a visible monument to one of modern history’s great failures.


The French tragedy in Panama was worse than the 22,000 lives lost. It was also about the huge sums of borrowed money (nearly $1.5 billion francs) that could never be paid back to French bondholders and the devastating evisceration of French pride and honor. It might not have ended that way, for the French, had not Ferdinand de Lesseps—a national hero in France for his leadership in building the Suez Canal—been so stubbornly committed to the impossible task of building a sea level canal, like the one at Suez, at Panama. De Lesseps, the “Great Engineer,” was not actually educated as an engineer. Despite ample warnings from real engineers that building a sea-level canal with 19th century technology was a fool’s choice, de Lesseps was romantically committed to the idea until it was too late. The result was what was then considered to be the greatest failure in modern times, so crippling to France, according to historian David McCullough, that even Germany’s “Iron Chancellor,” Otto Von Bismarck, “lamented that so heavy a tragedy had overtaken so gallant a people.”


And, yet, it was a tragedy driven by magical thinking. The French had bought de Lesseps’s narrative, and, at his urging, had fatally ignored facts in plain site. A hundred and twenty years later, I can’t help but wonder if the deepening American penchant for ignoring and distorting reality will lead us to a fate similar to being hopelessly stuck in the muds of Panama.


(artwork courtesy of Audrey Connor)